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Sun, 01 Apr 2007 09:23:20 GMT

My favourite song, I play it day in and day out until I love it even more.

Justin Timberlake - What goes around (Comes around)

Hey girl, is he everything you wanted in a man?
You know I gave you the world
You had me in the palm of your hand
So why your love went away
I just can't seem to understand
Thought it was me and you babe
Me and you until the end
But I guess I was wrong

Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?

Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find...

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

Now girl, I remember everything that you claimed
You said that you were moving on now
And maybe I should do the same
Funny thing about that is
I was ready to give you my name
Thought it was me and you, babe
And now, it's all just a shame
And I guess I was wrong

Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Can you tell me is this fair?

Is this the way things are going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around (should've known better that you were gonna make me cry)
That you were going to make me cry
Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

What goes around comes around
Yeah
What goes around comes around
You should know that
What goes around comes around
Yeah
What goes around comes around
You should know that

Don't want to think about it (no)
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it (yeah)
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?

Is this the way things are going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around (should've known better that you were gonna make me cry)
That you were going to make me cry
Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
But that's okay baby 'cause in time you will find

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

[Comes Around interlude:]

Let me paint this picture for you, baby

You spend your nights alone
And he never comes home
And every time you call him
All you get's a busy tone
I heard you found out
That he's doing to you
What you did to me
Ain't that the way it goes

You cheated girl
My heart bleeds girl
So it goes without saying that you left me feeling hurt
Just a classic case
A scenario
Tale as old as time
Girl you got what you deserved

And now you want somebody
To cure the lonely nights
You wish you had somebody
That could come and make it right

But girl I ain't somebody with a lot of sympathy
You'll see

(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey

[laughs]
See?
You should've listened to me, baby
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Because
(What goes around comes back around)
[laughs]

Blind Bars.

Sun, 25 Mar 2007 09:46:33 GMT

Clubs should ban trannies and drunk sluts and their overprotective friends.

Review

Sun, 18 Mar 2007 07:17:52 GMT

Ah.

Just watched "Freedom Writers" with Wen last night, to catch up to all my lost time with an old friend :D
Spent most of our time talking cock and playing Bomberman; and please don't think that we're little kiddies, cuz we're doin' what real men do best : killing time.

The movie touches on two different aspects.
Firstly, it shows the racially divided country; from Chinese, to Cambodians, ranging from Latins to Nigerians. One wrong move would cost you your life, and almost half the population carries a loaded gun. Numerous people die by drive-by shoot outs. Killing was so common.
Lastly, it scales down to a class of students, who came from Homes or camps and were forced to study. Their new teacher, Erin Gruwell (played by Hilary Swank, omg I love her!) tries her best to understand them and failing on different attempts, she makes them write a diary each. It could be scribbles to pictures to anything they wanted to say or speak about.

Leaving out the spoilers, just have the above with a pinch of salt.
I personally feel that it is a must watch, but give and take, I'm taken in by this movie already (and by Hilary Swank) :D

2 weeks more to Passing Out Parade, and I'm still slacking through the government chalet.
Let's see, gotta bring a gameboy in already omg, sometimes I feel so bored I could rot there doing nothing.
Just trimmed my hair yesterday, and being able to style it just gives me so much more confidence please, you'd never understand how a bald person feels XD
Recently got super hooked on The Dance Floor tv show in SG, so basically I'm you-tubing it every now and then.

SORRY BUT I SUPPORT VAS AND PRIS!!!!

Your loving owner,
Shyuan.

Refresher.

Sun, 11 Mar 2007 04:47:47 GMT

This place is becoming more of a storehouse than a regular blog.
The fact that I update the happenings so much lesser than inspilines shows it, oh dear.

Anyway if I'm back on the weekends, I will try to update it unless I'm out. (which happens most of the time anyway hahaha!)
I still can't get over beer and Monopoly though.

Met up with Darius and ~~Angela~~ Samantha last night at Conrad Hotel, but we eventually shifted to a nearby Coffeebean because the lounge was fully taken up and Darius needed a seat, Samantha needed the air-conditioning and I needed to break someone's neck. Too bad Pei Ling was sick and couldn't make it. Aww!

It's an, let's just leave it as, undescrib-able feeling. (is there such a word?)
9 years without a slightest hint of each other's existence (well I heard Angela murdered Samantha...) except for Darius, whom I saw at the Academy.
It was fun catching up and talking about bits and pieces of the past and our own advancements currently; and we just lacked the wine and music to heighten the pleasure.

And now I'm just all thinking about whether I should go for my Law Degree or just stick to what I've planned throughout. It isn't easy to decide now that so many things happened and some things aren't that all simple after all. If I had to put a term to this, probably "slow growth" would fit in.

Driving license coming up in N.P.C.O. course, or if I end up in S.O.C. I won't be complaining either.

Anyway, had some newfound inspiration lately, and wrote something in chinese instead of english.

Comments?
I'll probably explain the entire literature piece in my later entries.

Vicieux.
No me ames, porque estoy perdido

SC.

Sat, 10 Mar 2007 19:32:18 GMT

Chirping crickets drown the endless night; (Chiaki)
Neverending sorrow echoes in the twilight.
Dancing in the abyss; nursery rhymes play. (Chiaki)
Silence waltzes to death; as innocence enters the fray.
Upon shards of mosaic, sons of God seek to pray. (Chiaki)
Their faith shatters the devil's lust for disarray.

Touches.

Sat, 20 Jan 2007 07:41:47 GMT

She's a thousand autumns melded into one.

You're the only taint of light I see in this flash of darkness.
Amidst the chaos, confusion and controlled desires.

Beautifully burned with the smell of cherry.

What happened in 2006.

Mon, 01 Jan 2007 15:58:41 GMT

Kinda random; but anyhow.

LKH, Stan, Stan's gf, Fion, Qiu Ling, Milo, Sheepo and Liang Wu (Mr Kwei Chap).
We went to some JUMBO seafood restaurant at East Coast to have a good meal, but turns out that even when we placed a reservation, we still stood there for a good one hour.
End up we gave up and went to another nearby seafood restaurant (which I think the food there was wayyyyyyy much better :D -- and it's called Fisherman's Village.)

Each one of us ordered a dish each and we had chilli crabs (yummy), and we were all half-starved by then so we tucked in at great speed :D
Easily affordable at $20 per person, I'd hit that place again :D

So after dinner we were contemplating on where to go (as usual).
Mr Kwei Chap decided on J-Box (which is a no-no), but we still got into the car and started driving anyway; Milo was whining about it and wanted to go to town, and he eventually phoned Stan on the other car that we should change destination to Pasir Ris Park instead.

It was drizzling when we got there, but we were still contemplating AGAIN (as usual).
So our final decision was to go to Stan's house to buy beer and play monopoly (no don't laugh, it's not as simple as it sounds)

We got 22 bottles of Tiger and Carlsberg, and started the game rolling.

Some perversed rules :
- Whenever you pay someone money, you drink.
- Whenever you pay to the bank/community chest/chance etc, you drink.
- Whenever you land in jail, you finish your cup.
- Whenever you own 2 pieces of land and want to buy the 3rd land from another player, you have to finish 2 cups.

Okay so we tag teamed to play the game, so I was paired with Qiu Ling.
We owned Tanglin/Orchard and we decided to buy over Scotts Road from Milo.
I downed 1 cup within a minute, and Milo countered by downing 1 cup also (which means I have to down 2 more cups).
Then Qiu Ling assisted me with the 2nd cup, boy I tell you, gulping beer in 1 shot isn't a joke; it fucking tastes horrible and you burp foam.
So I was on the LAST cup because Milo couldn't take it anymore, and shit starts to happen.

I was struggling with that "mind over body" shit to make myself drink, it was horrible to have the entire lot pressurizing me. I finished my last gulp and I spat out the foam.
5 seconds later I felt like I couldn't take it and remained standing.
Another 5 seconds later, my half-digested dinner was all over the stairs.
I tried to move my body before I puked but it just wouldn't respond, the entire thing just forced everything from my stomache -- up to my throat and it just gave way.
Try having a full meal shooting up to your throat in 1 second, my chest fucking hurt after that.

But whatever happened, happened; and Sheepo & Fion were still unconcerned about throwing up and tried to buy over each other. Fion and Milo also puked horribly in Stan's toilet.
Liang Wu was the best.
He threw up at the parapet area from the 8th floor.
If anyone was walking past at the ground floor -- Happy New Year :D
Then we started putting ice down each other's back and sprayed water around everyone, Liang Wu looked like he was swimming, which is great because the air is chilly and he's wet.

We ended the day by heading down to MacDonald's to get "breakfast" at 4.30am, and Stan was cussing about some fat bitches who were sitting next to us -- thankfully their fat ears were kinda blocked so we didn't get into trouble :D
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So I ended 2006 this way, but after all that's been said and done..

I still feel like I'm on crossroad junction and on a treadmill -- moving but getting nowhere.

Monday, December 04, 2006

Mon, 04 Dec 2006 19:29:43 GMT

Veil - Justin inspi' Chiaki

"Grow wings."
She whispered as I was trembling.
But when I turned -- she was gone.
The world cracked into grey petals;
And I had nowhere to belong.
"Shed light and magnificence";
The voice accented.
"Grow thorns."

Why is it named Veil?
Reason is simple.

There's only a thin veil between continuing to move on; or to give up utterly.

Whatever happened in the past few weeks.

Mon, 04 Dec 2006 19:27:45 GMT

Olivia inspi' Reira (Trapnest) - A Little Pain.

Seems like I was gone for quite sometime.
NS is just around the corner and I'll miss my night life and Settlers.

There's this funny instance 2 weeks back.
We were doing closing Saturday night at around 1.30am; then basically we were washing and cleaning up whatever mess the customers left behind.
Derrick was slouching at the couch with me, after Timo went to close the kitchen.

Then a girl with splashing red hair walked past, and was standing outside the main entrance while reading our posters and ads.
OKAY, so it's actually our job to approach on-lookers who were seemingly interested in the Cafe.
So I popped out of my seat to engage an introduction to the red haired girl.
Told her about the Cafe, and what we have etc etc... then she looked at me for a split second, as if I had something stuck on my teeth.

".. do you know where's the closest toilet?"
Wha................. stunned.

"You can use ours if urgent."
Then I swung open the door to usher her in to let her try out our toilet like a professional.

Derrick sat up, and then pointed to her,
"Aren't you from TJ? You're my senior"
Then Rabecca appeared out of nowhere and said the same thing too.

Turns out Ni Ying(the red haired girl) knows them -_-"
Such a SMALL world siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :D

I bought them a beer for this totally random coincidental night and we ended up playing games til 5am and heading out to eat near Timo's house for breakfast.
Talk about random.

After that, she popped by often for a game or 2 and everyone became fast friends :D
Such things should happen more often, but hey, it's random :D

Cliff

Mon, 20 Nov 2006 06:31:47 GMT

She said,
"Boy if you touched me;
You'll lose your wings too."
And she spiraled down the cliff,
On what's remained of her.
As he watched,
A piece of his heart broke;
But not the others, for they do not belong to him.